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Monday, March 11, 2019

Poems By Cameron Gorman

Cameron Gorman is Intern, Wick Poetry Center, Senior Editor, The Burr, Editor-in-chief, Luna Negra, Former Editorial Intern, POZ

conveyor

i’ve been waiting a while
to write this one down,
so i can’t remember
all the things
piled on the side of the check-out line,

strawberry chapstick and candy, gum,
tiny tin bottles of WD-40,
wipes and tissues, maybe cards, and

i am tired-sad, and
my eyes sag under the weight of
the couple beside me,
waiting to buy a maple twist.

ah! I remembered that,
The maple twist, and he said,
i haven’t had one of these in years,
just years,

and i was stuck ahead,
staring at the reese’s and twix bars and
skittles, you don’t say much, and i know it’s
because you know i will cry, or yell,
scream at you and make them grasp away
from the check-out line,

plastic bags to thank
and helium
to hold until you fall.

and now, ah, i remember,
and here we are, yes, i remember,
how the fluorescents bore down, and i
felt your hand in my hand, and i
swallowed poison in my throat, and i
saw the conveyor belt and i
wondered if whoever made it
was happy.


french toast casserole

she hates ruining paper,
hates ruining paper
snow white, once white,
now full of her footprints,
scratchings, the first brush of chapstick,
imprinted with her lips,

and somehow, she wants
her new skin back, her,
standing in the thrumming
hospital blues,
waiting to touch
the only thing she ever had as pure,

not yet olive from the sun,
raw and unbitten,
uncut, unmuddied,
a dream of a dream of a
childhood dream,
it was never that creamy and freckled,
not loved and brushed,

and when her hand
reaches for that skin,

she knows should she touch it,

no, she can’t touch it.

the crying and thrashing,
and she does,
and now
nothing, nothing,
nothing is
there.


to the guidance counselor’s office, 2011

because I don’t think that I should leave her in there,
should I?
shaking like that,
crying and wailing for something to stop.
stop what? what can we do?

“i haven’t slept in days,” she tells me,
“i’m so tired.”
i want to help her, and you know that,
but what can you do except

show her framed photos of the counselor’s sons,
football giants,
a ticking, sterile clock,
and a door covered in the faces of kids from Sandy Hook,
there so he can point them out, and say,
“that’s who you should cry for.”

i don’t want to leave her there,
i watch myself walk by,
and i shouldn’t care, i can’t,
but she’s faded into the timeline of life,
burned into the screen of sleeplessness
like a light bulb’s ghost,

weeping stuck inside itself
on a kirlian day.


fleeting

she’d not dare
bite the peach

sink her teeth into the
flesh of the
moment

if she knew that
the rapture
the sweetness

the euphonic speaking
was
the fuel of the longing

was a blaze only
kindled
by each passing
minute

the sureness of loss
growing more
and more
certain

more painful and
bleeding

sanguineous and
beating

by the halcyon
kingfisher blue
of the present

the sweet, sticky
love of the 
now

Tuesday, February 12, 2019

Poems By Timmy Mars


This Timmy Mars has grand  intentions on a marginal drive, trying to line up the holes so to trace the trajectory of the spark that first did pierce him so.  Published lately by Zombie, Neologism Poetry Journal, Blue Collar Review.



The Shower Scene

We are one and half of it is bathing.
I hold the soap with my knees
as your voice knifes through the curtain
again and again.
It is not enough to be clean and responsible;
the self-contained play their hand
close to the sudsy chest and risk
leaving their bowels on the tile.
English is a lovely language, not universal,
but can get us to the edge my dear,
tangling fully extended on the sea floor
well beyond protection.



                   Kink in the Flow

The tube is blocked with debris,
hubris, the letter A in amalgam;
lotus blossom must go brown.
"You should never have said that,"
another bound pig over the cyclone fence.


We go about love kicking and pitching,
dynamic motor drive, pneumatic pistons.
Thus I left the girls behind
to chase the white whale
as a salty lap dog to the Captain's fate.


The iron strikes and leaves a mark.
Second honeymoon sun sinks
like a used Aztec heart in a bodega broth.
Old two-stroke could use a valve job,
but we don't give a damn for the smoke.



                         Breakfast with Ducks

Multiple ducks line up for a biscuit.
The white star cluster last night
filled a vessel with cold milk.
Our sun again spreads butter up
the east trees, and the mist
smells of reptiles for the frying.
I turn the day to be over 
and then I turn it back again;
a fever prickles my fingertips.
The ducks have a biscuit habit;
I hear them outside the door
shuffling and quibbling.



                    Barbeque

we burned a shed full of our clothes
heat and smoke across the cracked ground
the stench was the essence of our modernity
we felt strange for several days
then went to shop again
I bought a new green belt to tie off with 
you got some silk to cover your wrists
flaming dogs pull meat from the fires
but eat none of it.




               Lifetime with the Sanhedrin

"Goodbye old head ," they said.
"Goodbye old mission accomplished,
tattered baboon of the mist-
a wretched eye on your summer door.
You may not enter the still purse again,
cheated by your bridges,
poked by sharp rocks everywhere."


I laughed and tumbled down the slope,
cutting several members.  Our union
was an explosion on the horizon.
One dinner of light could be enough, like
red doughnuts and St. Pat's beer in a boneyard.


If I must cross these mountains again,
I'll take an empty birdcage and sing to it,
but it won't matter since already I feel
the degeneration.  I walk floppy,
the sinuses drip blood, and
not frightening but annoying-
it's not mine.



                         Scary Legs

the spider came down oh the spider
came down and sat beside my head
the spider washed out the gutter oh
that thing with the scary legs
and that stinger oh
she whispered in my ear and left a sac
and I am very careful now
the boiling waters rise now
and I am careful with my prizes oh

Monday, February 11, 2019

Rob Quill Two Poems

Rob Quill is a new writer. 



Peelings

 
I strip
away my
life
in awkward
peelings.
 
Beneath,
a clown.
Macbeth.  Whoever.
 
Don’t eat the
chips.  They are full
of worse poisons
than lead.
 
But they
go nicely
in a word salad.


 
Star Horizons
 
I’m a space
traveling mama
who’s really
a man.
 
I go from one
planet, your inner
self, to the next,
your enemy’s garden.
 
I’m everywhere,
nowhere, collecting
evidence to hold the
rest of the universe
 
in celestial contempt.

Wednesday, February 6, 2019

Five Poems By Sean Tierney

Sean Tierney is a 31 year old poet with OCD and a panic disorder living in South Florida. His poetry often reflects the derealization he experiences at times.He has been involved, both as a contributor and editor, with Ra Press of Vermont and the Adirondack Center for Writing going on eight years now. This year he will be judging the poetry contest for the Poetry Society of South Carolina.


HAVE YOU SEEN ME?

I mean, like staples
in a telephone pole

there is often something
missing



DEMENTIA

drawn / erased

like a moth without
his sunglasses

it made sense
a second ago

just fill the
page, buddy
you'll be OK


IN EVERY CALM RIVER
THE BULL SHARK TURNS

it's just a feeling
you get
while the
buildings
and people
move with
great speed
all around
you

like someone is
hitting the gas
then the brake
over and over

and sometimes
your mind
is like a toilet
flushing

and to keep from
disappearing
completely
you focus
on a single
brick in
the road
and move
towards it
carefully
for the rest
of your life



WARLOCKED

the slow pull of an endless worry
tied to itself like a magician's scarf




INHIBITION AT 20,000 FEET

there you are
blooming
like the cardboard lip
of a milk carton

oh, and there's me
like a bee with
a plate of cookies

I see us
from the airplane
window

in its reflection
as I avoid
you